i don't care if i break, at least i'll feeling something

if the freedom can be found behind "those walls". i promise to you that i will make it fall.
I have carried the weight of my secret and your hope too long and im tired now.
I was thinking if there is a place call 'forgiveness" that i dont belong. 

Do u know how long has it been since i havent felt anything but 'down'
now the world is full of people who is dying from broken heart

holding on to the guilt and at the same time thinking that they fell to far

but im just afraid if the reality is more worst than that
 

i dont think that we have to be afraid to show em our 'beautiful scars' because its only about yesterday 

and yesterday does not define us