someone treat me for twilight breaking dawn ticket please

sometimes question are more powerful than answer, believe me.

what kind of world that u live? what kind of country that u stay? what kind of state that u see? what kind of freinds that u have? what kind of family that u live with? what kind of life u've been through?what kind of mistakes u've made? how is this happening? what are they? why them and not others? why now? what does it all mean?

too many things needs the answers, am i right? this quest, this need to solve life mysteries when the simplest of question  cant never be answered. why are we here? why is the soul? why do we dream?  perhaps we be better off not looking at all. not doubting and not yearning. t that all human nature. not human heart. that is not why we are here.

some people said " bukan semua soalan aku suka jawab". hod on. actually not every question needs the answers or maybe not every answers people need to know. sebenarnya kan its great to have some little secret sometime. kan? nvm, forget it la. *what im trying to say is we shouldnt hope for perfection into everything. that all. wait! ada kena mengena ke? once agaian. please forget it.

for the conclusion, i think we all just need to learn how to move on(believe me that im really tired holding my past), learn how to slow down (people always said " lek bro, rilek"), learn to live a little, the most important thing is learn the meaning of forgiveness,  actually we all just need to learn a lot of things.
because we as the ordinary human who living a normal live we are so naive to face this fucking wolrld.
for me the future is hard to imagine. *forgive me, please forget it.
*im talking bout myself btw.